I hope this post gets you through the pain…

What is it that this heart yearns for? Is it love, is it trust, is it something completely different? Maybe it's longing for a purpose, something to fill that emptiness inside. I never knew what love was till the day I met you, all the torrential flood of emotions and feelings that are indescribably strong and subtly powerful. You've had such an impact on my life, one which I doubt I will ever forget. You've changed me inside, ripped out my heart and then put it back in with kindness and integrity. For that I thank you. For days on end I wonder, "What do I have to do to make you love me more?" It sounds so cliché yet it's true, just to have you by my side are a joy on in its own right, but I really want it to last forever. And of course we've seen our share of ups and downs, with problems and such. But deep down I always knew we would emerge stronger, that you are worth fighting for. I apologise for the times that I've hurt you, mainly because I feel so strongly about you I don't want anything bad to happen. Ironic, isn't it? So in all honesty, once again I say thank you Sharlene, thank you for everything you've done for me, all the sacrifices you made and putting up with the emotional pain that I caused. You truly are a trooper, one who is independent, intelligent and nonetheless outstanding. It's so wonderful being together, and even if I don't say it to you so often, I hope you know that I love you Sharlene Lee, honestly I do.

Hope you get better soon!